Not
that I didn't do my best for the first Avremier booklet, but once
people start giving me money, I feel a certain obligation to give them
value for it - especially when strangers send me money entirely on
faith. That obligation has led me to devote all my spare time to this
project. I've taught myself publishing and printing. I've produced four
volumes on a tight schedule and seen them shipped across the world. When
the fifth volume is done, I have a production schedule that will take
me through the next five years - and beyond.
This
is what the OSR RPG community has done to/for me. I chose the 0E format
for nostalgia and for simplicity. I stumbled into a market for it,
quite unexpectedly. Now, I am a fledgling indy OSR publisher. All of
this has come out of love for the game, and a drive to create and share.
Money or recognition were never on the radar at the start.
Avremier
will continue. There is far too much material to be covered in five
small booklets. There is much more to come. Plus, I have other projects
that people have been anticipating for years now. The feeling of
obligation to those who have supported this for so many years is
overwhelmingly strong. With the warm and enthusiastic welcome Mothshade
Concepts has received from new friends made in the community, the drive
to produce more material is akin to a tidal wave.
For
now, Mothshade Concepts is a one-bug operation. Requests for Avremier
D20 or Avremier 5E have been met with regretful "maybes." Until I am
Mothshade full-time, there just isn't any way to produce more than I
already am. So, Mothshade Concepts remains an OSR publisher for now. To
be honest, I'm not unhappy about that.
Avremier
is just a setting. I've run Avremier games using B/X, 1E, 2E, 3.0, 3.5,
3.75 and 5E rules. Now that Avremier is in publication, I've realized
one lifelong dream. I've been a player in an Avremier game - not the DM!
Other players have participated in Avremier adventures - where I wasn't
the DM...hell, I wasn't even present! My lifelong campaign setting is
no longer just mine. To adequately describe the feeling of excitement
and contentment would be beyond the scope of this blog.
0E
Dungeons & Dragons has done this for me. The OSR community has
allowed me to become Mothshade Concepts - to share my lifelong love, and
some of my fondest dreams. Whatever happens next, I am content.